um.

I have an outlet,
but only on his schedule
and that's doesn't work for me
granted, he's the best option i have
and, given a choice, i'll choose him
but there are 7 days in a week'
and he's only open to 2 maybe
so the other 5 need tending
and there are so many men in the world
and i have buttons that need to be pressed
and i've settled for a lot less
than my due.
i need to stop settling
and pretend i'm 20 again
because i never took the time
to explore my sexuality before
and it's past time to do so.