today

ok, so i need not be too eager.
and yet i'm on an adrenaline high from the #ATLUTD game I just witnessed at the #MercedesBenzStadium. It's fucking insane that their matches set world records for MLS attendance and that several of them have surpassed the counts for #WorldCup2018 games. But there is certainly an excitement in the air in that stadium and I hope that as the years go by it doesn't wane.

Our team tied with Seattle, but there was so much excitement every time the team approached the goal. Not to mention whenever SEA got into the area of ATL's goal -- will we/they or won't we/they?  I am a bit bummed that my school didn't give soccer/fútbol the attention it deserved back in the day because this shit is surely more exciting than baseball ever was...

Still drunk; had a fantastic time and can't wait to go back.

um.

I have an outlet,
but only on his schedule
and that's doesn't work for me
granted, he's the best option i have
and, given a choice, i'll choose him
but there are 7 days in a week'
and he's only open to 2 maybe
so the other 5 need tending
and there are so many men in the world
and i have buttons that need to be pressed
and i've settled for a lot less
than my due.
i need to stop settling
and pretend i'm 20 again
because i never took the time
to explore my sexuality before
and it's past time to do so.

13 July 2018

i'm sure i could come up with something more creative than the subject above, but i just kinda wanted to jump into the pool (cannonball, not a carefully-orchestrated dive). / listening to music now (i have so many Spotify playlists.