musings

not sure why i'm here
but there's a fire within
that can't be snuffed
so i continue
and i persevere
and my ellipsis goes unclosed
(though not interrupted)
and one day will be the last,
i know
so i'm at the crux of a paradigm shift
do i let go and let life dictate my path
do i try to exert some control
it seems when i choose one path
it's the wrong one
and when i don't choose
it turns out alright
but never more than mediocre.
i suppose there's some control to exert
i suppose there's some diligence required
so i suppose i'll step away
and act upon the world i tread.